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Magic in His Kiss || Twilight Magic || Midnight Magic

Magic in His Kiss
by Shari Anton

Chapter One

Wales, August 1153

 

Cover: Magic in His Kiss by Shari AntonRhodri ap Dafydd skillfully wielded two weapons in the service of Connor ap Maelgwn, chieftain of Glenvair.

During supper, Rhodri had brandished the first one, his weapon of choice: his harp. To lift the gloom caused by grim news from England, he'd sung the praises of the Welsh princes who, after years of fighting, had reclaimed the Welsh lands once conquered by England's hated Marcher earls.

Now he sat cross-legged on the hard-packed earthen floor, tending the other, deadlier weapon. Within the central fire pit's flickering glow, Rhodri slid a whetstone along the edge of his sword, preparing for the possibility of gruesome battle with those same earls.

Connor paced a path in the manor's dirt floor and slapped the rolled parchment containing the bad news against his leg.

"If it is true that King Stephen's heir is dead," Connor said, "he may succumb to the earls' demands to bargain for peace with Henry Plantagenet." He halted and stared intently at Rhodri. "England at peace always means strife for Wales. Better for us if the damn earls remain divided in their loyalties between Maud and Stephen, continue to fight among themselves, and leave us be!"

As the earls had done for the past few years. Empress Maud and King Stephen had waged a fine war over England's throne, occupying their supporters with attacking and defending against each other, giving the earls no time or resources with which to harass Wales. If Stephen named Henry Plantagenet, Maud's son, as his heir, peace might soon follow.

And Connor had the right of it. England at peace always meant strife for Wales. Worse, Henry was said to be as ambitious and forceful as his royal maternal grandsire, for whom he'd been named, and during whose reign Wales had suffered mightily. Since most of the Marcher earls had rebelled against Stephen to fight for Maud, they'd happily follow Henry wherever he led them, especially into Wales.

Connor waved the parchment scroll like a sword, as if he signaled a charge into the enemy's heart. "The Welsh princes must unite! If they do not, we may all perish."

Rhodri's gut knotted. During his apprenticeship to one of the most accomplished bards in the land, Rhodri had committed to memory the history of Wales, all the way back to ancient times. Rarely had the princes banded together under one leader to stave off invasions.

Rhodri pointed out the obvious. "Each prince has his ambitions for expanding his own lands. For them to unite for a common cause might require a miracle. Have you one at the ready?"

Connor sighed and eased down onto a nearby stool, placing his deeply wrinkled hands on his knees. White hair revealed his advanced years; a furrowed brow bespoke a troubled mind. Still, vigor and intelligence lit the chieftain's amber eyes, belying any belief that his mind might wither with age.

"No ready miracles," Connor admitted. "How-ever, we may have time to conjure one. Even if Stephen names Henry as his heir, the lad will have to wait until Stephen dies to claim England's crown."

Rhodri scoffed. "We could both name several young men who sent fathers, uncles, and brothers to their graves before their natural life's end. Ambitious men tend to impatience when a great prize is within reach."

Henry Plantagenet, duke of Normandy and Aquitaine, count of Anjou, Touraine, and Maine, wasn't known for his patience.

Nor were the Marcher earls. They eagerly awaited the chance to punish the imprudent prin-ces for believing Wales should be ruled by the Welsh.

Rhodri ran a thumb along his sword's edge, quite willing to cut down any Englishman who dared to attack Glenvair. "'Tis not Henry who is the immediate threat. If peace comes to England, the earls of the March will once again turn their thoughts toward Wales. Whether the princes unite or no, we will defend Glenvair, as we have always done."

"That we will," Connor stated firmly, then leaned forward, elbows on knees. "I am of a mind, however, to gain an advantage." He again waved the rolled parchment. "Though Gwendolyn kindly informs me of whatever news she hears of affairs in England, I wish to heaven above that when she and her sisters were orphaned, I had gone to Camelen to fetch my nieces and bring them to Glenvair. That mistake must now be made right!"

Rhodri couldn't see any advantage to Connor interfering with his long-dead sister Lydia's girls at this late date. Rhodri well remembered the day Connor received word that his Norman brother-by-marriage, Sir Hugh de Leon, along with his son, William, had died fighting for Empress Maud. The three orphaned de Leon girls had become wards of King Stephen.

Emma had been sent to King Stephen's court, where she'd been forced to marry Darian of Bruges, a Flemish mercenary. Gwendolyn had been forced to marry Alberic, the unacknowledged bastard son of one of the most hated of the Marcher lords—the earl of Chester. Nicole had been given to the Church and, as far as Rhodri knew, still resided in Bledloe Abbey, awaiting whatever fate King Stephen decided for her.

"The girls were out of your reach then, as they are now."

"Gwendolyn and Emma, perhaps, but not Nicole. Stephen holds her captive in Bledloe Abbey. He intends to wed her to a Welsh noble, preferably to a prince. Such a marriage would forge an alliance between the prince and English crown, possibly driving another wedge between the remaining princes. We must remove that weapon from Stephen's armory and use it to our own advantage."

Rhodri assumed Connor entertained his own notion of which high-born Welsh noble Nicole should marry. But for Connor to have any say in the matter of Nicole's marriage meant removing her from Bledloe Abbey, then quickly marrying her off to the man of Connor's choice. A good strategy, but he foresaw problems in the execution of such a plan.

To mount a raid on the abbey, located near Oxford, in the heart of England, might prove a disaster.

Connor ap Maelgwn was a cunning chieftain, a ferocious soldier, and—usually—an honorable man. How much was he willing to risk to wrest his youngest niece from English control?

"Kidnapping Nicole might be considered an act of war. And what of her sisters? Emma and Gwen-dolyn might not approve of your scheme, and their husbands would make formidable opponents."

Connor acknowledged Rhodri's concerns with a nod, saying, "I believe that, for a time, England's lords will be more concerned with the fate of the crown than with other matters. As for Nicole's sisters, I believe they will see that I act for other than selfish reasons. After all, our family's heritage must be preserved. The tree of Pendragon must bear a Welsh branch to remain strong."

Pendragon. The bloodline of King Arthur.

Rhodri knew every word of the ancient legends, could sing the tales of Arthur's conquests and his downfall. That revered bloodline flowed through the family of ap Maelgwn.

He'd been a young lad when his widowed father had become betrothed to Connor's younger sister. To everyone's sorrow, before the marriage could take place, the couple had drowned in the Severn. Connor had been kind enough to feed and shelter an orphaned boy.

Though Rhodri had been grateful for Connor's aid, he'd also felt insignificant, like a blade of grass within the mighty oak's shade.

'Twas one of the reasons he'd apprenticed for eight years with Cynddelw Brydydd Mawr, the acclaimed pencerdd to the prince of Powys, to become a bard like his father.

One day he would seize the opportunity to earn his chair and advance to the honored position of pencerdd to a Welsh prince. But until one of the princes held a contest to choose a new pencerdd, Rhodri could do little to advance in his profession. And at the moment, his duty as bardd teulu of Glenvair was to counsel Connor.

"You cannot march a band of Welshmen across half of England without drawing the enemy's attention. The raid would certainly fail."

"True, which is why I propose to send one man."

From the directness of Connor's stare, Rhodri knew whom he intended to send.

The prospect both excited and disturbed him. He was honored by Connor's faith and trust in him, and success would surely bring rewards—from both Connor and whichever noble he'd chosen for Nicole to marry.

Rhodri also foresaw problems. He wasn't one of Nicole's favorite people, as Connor well knew.

"You want me to kidnap Nicole out of Bledloe Abbey and bring her to Glenvair?"

"Better if Nicole comes to me of her own free will. You are one of the most persuasive men I know. Charm her with praises to her beauty. Remind her of her glorious lineage. Talk to her, Rhodri! Do whatever you must to convince her that coming to Wales is the best course for her and for her family's heritage."

"She does not like me. She may not listen."

Connor waved a dismissive hand. "Nicole was no more than a handful of years old when she was last here. Surely she is no longer a spoiled child but a mature woman and can now be reasoned with." Then his eyes narrowed. "And if reasoning fails, bring her anyway. The matter of her marriage is too important to me and to Wales to entrust to the English king."

Connor rose and strode off, leaving Rhodri to ponder how he might accomplish this difficult task.

Talk to her, Connor had said.

Rhodri dismissed attempting to appeal to her vanity, which Nicole most certainly possessed, in favor of the more practical course.

Could an appeal to Nicole's sense of duty to her Pendragon heritage have the desired effect? Per-haps, if she felt a sense of duty. Problem was, the Nicole de Leon he remembered cared only for her own concerns. A spoiled, headstrong imp of a princess who struck out physically when displeased.

Rhodri ap Dafydd rubbed his leg, remembering his last encounter with Nicole de Leon, fearing this time she might do far worse than kick his shin, the act of a petulant princess for which he'd been severely punished.

Perhaps Connor had the right of it. Surely Nicole's eight years in a convent had mellowed her temper and taught her humility. As a full-grown woman, maybe now Nicole could be reasoned with.

And if not, he now knew better how to guard against a kick in the shins.

*

Your time here is done, Nicole. Come out.

Nicole de Leon bolted upright on her narrow cot, her eyes snapping open in the night-shrouded dormitory.

She recognized the voice from beyond the grave that woke her, startled over this unexpected contact. Her brother usually spoke to her only once a year, to rail and rage at her. Never had William spoken to her in so calm a manner.

She'd done her brother's bidding only once— the first time William had spoken to her—mere hours after his burial.

Every day, Nicole thanked the Lord she hadn't possessed the skill or strength to murder her now brother-by-marriage. Since then, she'd learned how to deal with William's yearly demand that she avenge his death.

But this time was different. William wasn't ordering her to do murder, just to leave the abbey. True, he'd arrogantly given an order, but he wasn't battering her with it. How unusual—and foreboding.

Warily, Nicole lowered the defenses she instinctively raised whenever she heard her brother's voice, trying not to hope that William's spirit was finally ready to converse with her, not merely give her orders she loathed to obey.

Why must I leave? she silently asked.

He didn't answer.

William?

Silence.

Confused by William's unusual intrusion into her thoughts, Nicole deeply breathed in the familiar scents of woolen robes hanging on their pegs and of the burning night candle near the doorway. A glance over the cots revealed she hadn't disturbed the nuns, who would soon rise for matins to begin yet another day of prayer, meditation, and service in God's name.

For eight years Bledloe Abbey had been her home, these nuns her gentle companions and patient teachers. William wanted her to leave them behind. To go where? To do what? Not that she dared to escape the convent even if she wished to.

William, let me help you. Speak to me.

Silence reigned.

Angry at his abandonment during the one time she truly wished he'd speak again, Nicole tossed back the woolen blanket and silently rose, feeling the chill against her bare skin. She slipped on the white linen chemise that protected her skin from the black robe of prickly wool. When decently clad, with her bedding straightened and hose and boots in hand, she padded her way to the infirmary, where she knew Mother Abbess would be awake.

Mother Abbess rarely slept these days, too aware the heavenly reward she'd spent her life working toward was about to become reality.

Soon now, dear, soon!

This sweet, gentle voice, too, came from beyond the grave. Sister Enid's excited greeting made Nicole smile as she entered the herb-scented, tranquil infirmary.

Sister Enid had left mortal life behind a few days after Beltane. In life, the nun had considered the care of Mother Abbess her life's work, and so her spirit lingered to see her duty completed. The two old and dear friends would pass through the veil between this life and the next together.

Nicole swallowed the lump of grief that swelled in her throat. She knew it useless to pray for a miracle, to hope the woman who'd been both mentor and mother to her wouldn't die.

"What brings you to my side so early?" Mother Abbess asked, the clarity of her voice belying both her advanced age and failing health.

The abbess looked no different this morn than she had last eve—frail and withered, her thin hair as white as fresh snow. In her gnarled hands she held prayer beads worn from years of use. Her green eyes, however, still often saw too much.

To hide both her confusion over William's unusual intrusion and sorrow over Mother Abbess's impending death, Nicole plopped down onto the stool beside the cot and bent over to put on her short hose and boots.

"I woke and could no longer sleep. I did not wish to disturb the others, so I came to see how you fare."

"Harrumph. We must usually pry you from your cot of a morn. What spoiled your slumber?"

Nicole smiled. "Perhaps I have at long last become accustomed to waking before the bell is rung."

Mother Abbess chuckled at the lie. "When sheep take wing." Then she sobered. "What ails you, child?"

Nicole grappled for something troublesome the nun might accept as a truthful answer and easily found one disturbing event that had floated in and out of her thoughts for several days now.

"Prince Eustace's death, and how his loss will affect King Stephen and the war."

Mother Abbess's fingers slid from one bead to the next, seeking solace and wisdom in the prayer that had sustained her all her life.

"You mean you fear King Stephen may now remember you are of an age to marry and can be of use to him."

Bluntly put, and all too true.

Nicole didn't care if the war went badly for Stephen, whether he eventually lost his throne or not. But as his ward, she cared very much whether or not he would use her in an attempt to gain a desired alliance.

"I cannot say I am of a mind to marry as yet."

"You have always known the day might come. You also know how to avoid the king's mach-inations."

Nicole fingered the ends of her brown, waist-length braid. She could cut her hair short, cover it with a veil, and utter vows. She recoiled, as she always did, when she considered becoming a nun and spending her entire life in Bledloe Abbey.

"You well know I have no calling to the Lord's service, that I do not reside in Bledloe Abbey by any wish of mine own. 'Twould be no less than I de-served if God struck me deaf and blind the moment I uttered insincere vows. Nay, Mother Abbess, I have no wish to take clerical vows merely to escape marriage."

"Other women have done so."

Several of whom resided at Bledloe. One could tell the difference between the nuns who had taken vows because of a true calling from those who had done so for more selfish reasons.

"I will not. My fate lies in the world, not in the cloister. Whatever that fate may be."

"Then perhaps you should consult your sisters. They would come if you summoned them."

Emma and Gwendolyn would certainly make every effort to answer a summons, but they had husbands, children, and estates to care for. Too, Gwendolyn was in no condition to travel, awaiting the birth of her third child. Emma was at Camelen with Gwen, to assist at the birth.

And certes, at the age of ten and eight, Nicole was reluctant to burden her beloved sisters if she could manage her problems on her own.

Truly, no problem yet existed. King Stephen hadn't decreed whom she should marry. And certes, if her only choices were to become a nun or marry a Welsh noble, well, there was no need to consult with her sisters. She'd accept the marriage rather than take vows.

Nicole wasn't opposed to the idea of marriage, even an arranged one. With the right man, marriage could be wonderful and joyous. Just look at how happy her sisters were with their husbands. She worried, however, that she might not be so fortunate in King Stephen's choice for her.

For now, worrying over the future would do her no good, and Nicole wanted no distractions from what she saw as her immediate and more important task: caring for Mother Abbess until the bittersweet end.

"I will consult Emma and Gwendolyn when the proper time comes," she said, more to ease the furrows on the abbess's brow than to quell her own misgivings. "Are you in pain? Need you a potion?"

"These old bones ache from disuse, but the pain reminds me there is life inside me yet. Go ready for prayer. The bell will ring soon."

Though Nicole preferred to remain in the infirmary, brewing potions and mixing unguents, she would attend morning prayers, if only out of love for Mother Abbess.

Nicole rose from the stool and kissed her friend and mentor's thin-skinned forehead, wondering if she should tell the abbess of the joyous reunion with Sister Enid awaiting her on the other side of life.

She would, she decided, but not until the very end, when the abbess had no time for questions or lectures.

Sister Enid, Nicole was sure, would let her know when that time was upon them.

"I will bring your morning repast after matins. Is there aught particular you would like?"

Another shift of fingers, another bead to hold between thumb and forefinger. Another prayer offered up to some good purpose.

"Nay. My hunger now is not for victuals. Ask the sisters to pray that I might see our Lord's face sooner than late."

The abbess had thoroughly accepted, even welcomed, her impending death. Nicole might have accepted, but she wasn't in any hurry for the event.

Nor was it in her nature to become morose, and Mother Abbess would be aghast if Nicole slipped into despondency.

She pulled a face of mock horror. "I will do no such thing! Our Lord will take you when He wills and not a moment before. Have pity on those of us you leave behind, dearest Abbess! We shall be like lost ships in a storm-tossed sea without you to guide us home."

The nun chuckled, as Nicole intended. "Oh, life will continue without me, and each of you will find your way."

"Rudderless, wind-deprived, becalmed ships, I tell you!"

Mother Abbess's hand rose, and Nicole took the hand that had gently but firmly guided a willful, brash, selfish girl into temperate, more peaceful womanhood.

At least Nicole hoped she'd grown up. She no longer ran through the passageways or giggled at inappropriate times. She no longer made un-reasonable demands in a voice that echoed against the stone walls.

But, betimes, 'twas hard to be unselfish. Like now, when she would rather King Stephen didn't remember her name or where she resided. When she wanted Mother Abbess to live.

Mother Abbess squeezed her hand. "The way is never easy, my dear. Remember this. When times seem the most confusing, point your bow to either sunrise or sunset and follow your heart."

Appealing images—in opposite directions.

And neither course guaranteed a welcoming shoreline or safe harbor.

 

Excerpt from MAGIC IN HIS KISS
by Shari Anton
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Warner Books, July 2008
ISBN
0446617563

 

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Twilight Magic
by Shari Anton

Chapter One

England 1145

Cover: Twilight Magic by Shari Anton"Not this morn, Lady Emma. The king has matters of great import to discuss with his counselors, so he will be occupied for the greater part of the day."

Lady Emma de Leon's nails dug into her palms in an effort to control her rising frustration. Shouting at the chamberlain's clerk would do her no good.

Yesterday, another of the chamberlain's clerks had refused her request for an audience with the king, and she'd heard similar excuses on other occasions throughout the past summer. With King Stephen so rarely in residence at Westminster Palace, her opportunities to speak to him had been few and she was determined to gain an audience before he left again.

"On the morrow, perhaps?" Emma asked of the pale little man with the graceful hands and up-tilted nose.

He huffed. "A war is being fought, my lady. Events will dictate who will be allowed into the royal presence based on urgent need."

Emma understood all about the damn war. If not for the war's ghastly assault on her family, she wouldn't be forced to plea for royal intervention on her youngest sister's behalf.

In as calm a voice as she could manage, she explained, "A child's fate depends upon a royal decision, and I require only a few moments to make my request. Surely the king can spare a moment for an act of mercy."

"If I yielded to everyone who requested a moment of the king's time, his majesty would be an old man when all were done."

Emma again tamped down her ire, striving mightily not to strangle the guardian of the royal chamber's door. "I realize the king's time is precious, and if any other person could act on my request, I would not bother him. But no other than King Stephen can make decisions over his ward's fate."

"Is the child in grave danger?"

"Nay, but . . ."

Damn. The clerk's smug smile said she should have lied and told him she feared Nicole in physical danger. But Nicole hadn't complained of beatings or whippings. Instead, the letters stank of amiability and contentment, reeked of resignation.

No plea for deliverance. No entreaty for liberation. If not for the handwriting, Emma would think someone other than Nicole wrote the letters. The girl was either changing or despairing and Emma knew she must procure the girl's release from Bledloe Abbey before the nunnery sucked all the vibrancy and joy of life out of Nicole.

For four months Emma had tried to keep her oath to Nicole, and four months now seemed far too long to be prevented from keeping that oath.

The clerk waved an irritatingly dismissive hand. "Then the matter is not urgent and does not require the king's immediate attention. Indeed, I suggest you put your request to parchment for the king to consider at his leisure."

"I did, in late summer, but have received no answer. I can only assume my request has been . . . misplaced."

Lost on purpose, no doubt. Shoved aside by the chamberlain's clerks as unimportant. Her deceased father, Sir Hugh de Leon, was considered a traitor, and no one at court felt any obligation to show kindness or mercy to the traitor's daughter.

The clerk's eyes narrowed. "Naught which is overseen by the chamberlain's clerks becomes misplaced. You must have patience, my lady. The king will consider your petition in due time."

With that he strode down the hallway toward the royal residence, to a doorway leading to the king's chambers that she could see but wasn't allowed to pass through, leaving her standing alone and with no recourse. Naturally, the guard opened one of the huge oak doors and the clerk swept through without a challenge.

The clerk belonged; she did not.

Tempted to rush the door and force her way in, knowing she might hurt her cause further by such boldness, Emma fled in the opposite direction.

All the way back to the queen's solar, where Emma spent most of her days and nights, she fought the urge to scream and make someone listen to her. No one would, however. Not even if she wailed her outrage.

Since her arrival in London, she'd been shunned, considered the undesirable outcast. Emma had known from the moment she'd been informed she was coming to court that she wouldn't be a favorite, but neither had she expected to be treated with malicious contempt — as now, when entering Queen Matilda's sumptuously furnished solar.

Several elegantly garbed women who served as the queen's handmaidens looked up from their embroidery, or loom, or book to see who had entered. Each immediately turned away when they saw who came through the door.

No one of importance, their expressions said. Only the traitor's daughter, their malevolence shouted.

Intent on ignoring the hurtful dismissal, Emma plopped down on a bench at the far end of the chamber, near the open window slit through which she heard rain splatter against the palace's thick stone walls. A deep breath helped calm her upset and sort her thoughts, trying not to blame her father or her new brother-by-marriage for placing her in an untenable situation.

On the day of her father's death, King Stephen had knighted Alberic of Chester and gifted him with her father's barony. Then the king had ordered Alberic to marry one of the three de Leon daughters, send another to court and give the last to the Church.

Alberic's decision on which daughter to marry hadn't surprised Emma. Her younger sister Gwendolyn was by far prettier and more likeable than she was. Nicole, besides being too young for Alberic's taste, had tried to stab him with a dagger. Still, Alberic would allow the girl to return to Camelen, which only proved her brother-by-marriage possessed a generous heart.

Emma had promised Nicole she would petition the king to allow the girl to leave the nunnery and return home. Of late, Emma had considered adding a plea for deliverance of her own, but admitted she didn't particularly want to go home to Camelen. To be dependent upon her slightly younger sister and her brother-by-marriage didn't appeal.

Sweet mercy, she'd been excited when Alberic informed her she was being sent to King Stephen's court at Westminster Palace, and had arrived with hopes of finding a place for herself. Instead, she'd found only misery. 'Struth, she didn't particularly wish to remain at court any more than she wanted to return to Camelen.

For now, however, she must put her own discontent aside and concentrate on freeing Nicole. With her little sister's future settled, Emma could then worry about her own fate.

Not that she had any control over her fate, for that, too, rested in the king's hands. A king whose time was limited and guarded by wretched, uncaring clerks.

People gathering at the doorway signaled the return of Queen Matilda from her daily walk in the garden, accompanied by the flock of men and women who comprised the cream of the queen's court. Everyone in the solar stood, giving the queen the honor due her royal rank. Not until she crossed the room to her ornately carved, armed chair and gave a small hand signal did everyone return to their occupations.

Emma wondered if she should again ask the queen to intervene on her behalf. Matilda, however, showed no more inclination to assist the traitor's daughter than the chamberlain's clerks. Nor were any of the people favored by the royal couple interested in Emma's problems, save one caring soul who now came toward her.

Lady Julia de Vere, the lovely niece of the earl of Oxford, had come to court years ago to serve as hostage for her uncle's continued support of the king's efforts to hold onto his crown. Though both Emma and Julia were prisoners of the crown — though held gently in the sumptuous prison of Westminster Palace and not the dreary White Tower — Julia de Vere was treated with utmost courtesy and respect by all and sundry. Emma didn't know why Julia didn't consider the traitor's daughter little better than a leper. She was just grateful the woman deigned to be friendly.

She tried hard not to notice how favorably Julia's blond hair compared to her own drab brown, or how much better Julia's bliaut of sapphire silk, shot through with gold thread, fitted into the elegant surroundings than Emma's well-made but now faded green wool.

Emma accepted the difference in their position at court even though she outranked the niece of an earl. Being the daughter of a Norman baron placed Emma within the ranks of the nobility, but being the daughter of a Welsh princess boosted her far over Julia. Her high birth was, perhaps, the reason she resided in the palace and not the Tower. However, no one at court felt inclined to acknowledge her station further.

Julia's smile went far to lighten Emma's mood. She took a seat on the bench, careful to spread her skirt to show it to the best advantage.

"How is your head today?" Julia asked. "You are sitting up and seem less pale."

"Better. I appreciate your concern."

"Four days is a long time to spend on pallet in a dark corner with a pounding head. I still contend you should allow a surgeon to examine you."

Julia meant well, and Emma would heed the advice if she didn't already know why the headaches occurred and what she could do to make them cease. However, she considered the cure worse than the agony. She willingly suffered the pain rather than allow cursed, devil-sent visions to overtake her as they had in her childhood. Since discovering how to both evade and fight off the visions, she'd done so — though not with complete success.

If she told Julia of the visions, her friend would be horrified, and Emma didn't wish to lose Julia's friendship. Best to change the subject, an easy task with Julia.

"The surgeon's time would be wasted. How went your walk in the garden?"

"The flowers are fading. Michaelmas is but a fortnight away and with it will come harvest time's chill. You should come with us on the morrow. Each day might be our last opportunity to take the boats into the pond and feed the swans. Were you able to make your request of the chamberlain's clerk?"

Emma suppressed a shiver at the thought of spending the day by the pond and forced herself to continue. "Apparently the king is too busy today to attend to aught not concerning the war. Tomorrow as well. Perhaps I will have better luck the day after."

Julia leaned closer. "I gather you did not offer to bed the clerk."

"Sweet mercy, nay!" Emma said, though she'd been at court long enough not to be entirely shocked at Julia's suggestion.

"Officious, pompous clerks must be bribed into granting favor, either with body or with coin," Julia stated. "If you have not the coin, then spending a night or two in the clerk's bed may soften him in your favor."

Emma had already observed that Julia accepted the practice as a means of getting her way. Her uncle kept her well supplied with coin, but depending upon what she wanted and from whom she wanted it, Julia wasn't above taking a man to her bed, or she sharing his, though she was selective in her bed mates and usually most discreet.

Indeed, taking a lover seemed common practice. Once the queen retired to her private bedchamber, a veritable parade ensued of men coming in and women going out of the solar. Emma had moved her pallet to a dark corner of the large chamber to avoid being stepped on or mistaken for another woman, as much as for a quiet place to endure her headaches.

"I refuse to offer up my virtue to so mean a little man. Nor do I have the coin to offer him. And nay, I shall not take your coin because I have no way to repay you. Allow me my pride."

"Pride will not open the king's door."

Perhaps not, but to bed the clerk — well, not only did the pale little man not appeal to her, but even if she offered herself to him she doubted he would accept. She wasn't slender and pretty as were most of the ladies who lived in the palace, and she would be mortified if she offered the clerk a tumble and he backed away in horror.

Besides, she already knew the man to whom she would give her virginity, and he certainly wasn't one of the clerks, thank heaven above.

"Then I must find another way into the royal chambers. Perhaps I should slight the clerks and make my request of the chamberlain."

"Tsk. The chamberlain is as hard to gain an audience with as the king. The clerks guard both zealously. 'Struth, Emma, you must somehow bribe one of the clerks or you will never gain a royal audience!"

Emma sighed inwardly. "There must be another way."

"Then you must find a means of entry quickly. I understand the king will be in residence for four more days before he returns to the field."

Four days! Certes, the king couldn't spend all four days in war council, could he?

Well, if she couldn't go through the clerks, or appeal to the chamberlain above them, then she would have to go around them all. Make a direct assault on the royal chambers. Somehow get past the doorway's guards.

Unfortunately, she didn't have any effective weapons in her armory — save one. Bravado.

She would give the king today and tomorrow to meet with his counselors. Early on the morning after she would be among the throng of courtiers, advisors, and attendants milling outside his chamber door, prepared to sneak, bluff, or push her way inside.

No matter if she lowered her standing at court — which was already so low she didn't see how she could sink further — she would keep her oath to Nicole. Pride and honor, and her own peace of mind, demanded she do no less.

*

Darian of Bruges strode through the passageways of the royal residence beside William of Ypres, commander of the Flemish mercenaries, matching his stride to that of his shorter and rounder mentor.

He'd made this trek several times over the past years, and each time Darian felt amazement that he was allowed onto Westminster Palace's grounds, much less into the royal chambers. Of course, there were people who would prefer that a man of his ilk not be allowed in the city of London much less inside the palace.

Too bad.

King Stephen needed men like Darian if he hoped to win his war against the Empress Maud. Men willing to take risks, capable of accomplishing those tasks men of refinement were reluctant to undertake. A mercenary skilled in warfare, willing to do whatever necessary to defeat an enemy.

His boot heels clicked against the highly polished plank floors, too loudly for a man accustomed to approaching others too quietly for them hear before he struck. But then, this morn his only task was to act as an added set of ears and eyes for his commander.

An easy task, but one few others could perform. Not only did William trust Darian's keenly honed ability to assess his surroundings, but Darian was also a member of a carefully chosen band of mercenaries who knew William's eyesight had begun to fail. King Stephen didn't yet know of the mercenary commander's difficulty, and William planned to keep the problem secret until it interfered with his ability to command troops in battle.

Darian hoped that time might not come for many years yet.

"Do you know why we have been summoned, or who else will be present?" Darian asked.

William shook his head. "The clerk did not say, though I would not be surprised to see Bishop Henry. He did not approve of the plan we decided upon yester noon and I fear he may have convinced the king to change his mind."

Damnation! If the king changed his mind, then Darian wouldn't be leaving London anytime soon and Edward de Salis, a vile, evil man would continue to ravage villages and maim and murder more innocents.

The son of a baron, Edward de Salis took advantage of the war's upheaval to add coin to his coffers, uncaring who suffered from his endeavors. Though warned several times to cease, de Salis ignored the king's orders in his pursuit of wealth.

The villain must be stopped. Yesterday, the king had finally given Darian the order to bring the villain to his knees, then send him to hell.

Unfortunately, one of the complaints often heard about King Stephen was his inability to withstand a convincing argument, and Henry, bishop of Winchester, the king's brother, who hadn't approved of King Stephen's decision on de Salis, was quite adept at presenting convincing arguments.

"Bishop Henry might not feel so generously toward de Salis if his villages were being burned and his people harmed."

"Too true. Do you see him?"

They were nearing their destination. Darian's height proved useful as he glanced around at the men and women milling in front of the doors to the antechamber.

"Nay. Nor do I see any of the earls or other advisors present yester noon."

A good sign. If Bishop Henry had, indeed, won King Stephen over, the bishop would surely be present to gloat.

"Perhaps they are already in the king's chambers. Ah, the doors open."

The huge oak doors swung wide. The crowd rushed forward to enter the antechamber. Pushing and shoving ensued, each person trying to gain advantage over their fellows. Their efforts would do them no good. Unless they'd been summoned by the king or paid the clerk a goodly sum beforehand, they would be forced to wait until the clerk deemed them worthy of entry into the royal presence.

One woman had apparently come to that conclusion.

Garbed in a topaz-hued bliaut covering a white chemise, the softly rounded, dark haired woman actually seemed hesitant to pass into the antechamber. Darian saw her nervousness in the flight of a hand over a gauzy veil that needed no smoothing, her uncertainty in the touch of a finger to the gold circlet that held her shimmering white veil in place. From behind her, he couldn't see her face, but could well imagine the misgivings he might glimpse in her eyes.

When he found himself wondering what color the lady's eyes might be, he pulled his attention back to where it belonged.

He and William edged forward at the back of the crowd, the king's summons guaranteeing they would be among the first admitted to the king's audience chamber. Which suited Darian immensely. He didn't like crowds and found the air in the palace stifling. Better this audience was over quickly so he could get on with more important duties and not have to deal with personages of noble birth, most of whom couldn't be bothered with anything other than their own petty concerns.

The lady in topaz bowed her head and positioned herself close behind two large men who shouldered their way through the middle of the crowd, doing her best to avoid notice by the guards on either side of the door. She slipped into the antechamber without challenge and Darian could almost feel her relief.

She's not supposed to be here.

He admired the lady's boldness, but knew her efforts were for naught. She may have sneaked past the first set of guards, but would never get past the clerk if she wasn't on his list of those who would be allowed to speak with the king. And he highly doubted she was on the clerk's list.

Her problem wasn't his problem. There was nothing he could do to help her even if he wanted to, which he didn't.

Still, his curiosity prodded him to nudge William and ask softly, "The woman in topaz. Do you know who she is?"

William squinted. "Lady Emma de Leon. Have you heard her tale?"

He'd heard of the woman and her plight.

"Daughter of Sir Hugh de Leon, who had the misfortune of dying while fighting for Empress Maud. King Stephen's ward. Barely tolerated at court." As he was grudgingly tolerated. He brushed aside an unwanted pang of kinship. "Must a royal ward be on the clerk's list for her to speak with the king?"

"Probably. Why?"

"Merely wondering."

Thankfully, William accepted the explanation without comment because Darian truly couldn't explain his curiosity over the king's ward.

Lady Emma glanced furtively from side to side, likely looking for a place to hide, giving him brief glimpses of her profile.

He could see she was a young woman, possessed of creamy, unflawed skin. Her pert nose was offset by a strong jaw, a quality Darian found intriguing.

Though her flowing bliaut hid the exact proportions of her form, the width of her shoulders, the tuck of her waist and spread of her hips suggested all of her curves were nicely rounded and well endowed. The hands he'd admired when she'd smoothed her veil were graceful, and her movements might be furtive but they weren't clumsily.

Lady Emma might not be the most exquisite woman he'd ever seen, but she was certainly lovely and interesting enough for a man to give a second look.

Rather, for a nobleman to give a second look, not a mercenary.

To his chagrin, Darian still wanted to know the color of Lady Emma's eyes, but he didn't have the chance to inspect her more closely. Duty called. Darian followed William to the next doorway, this one guarded by an imperious clerk as well as two burly soldiers.

The clerk bowed. "Earl William, you are expected."

Darian almost smiled at the clerk's obeisance. Indeed, the king had granted William, a mercenary of noble birth, enough land, rights and fees to hold the title of earl of Kent. Accustomed to becoming lost in William's shorter shadow, Darian wasn't surprised when the clerk didn't acknowledge him, merely gave a hand signal to the guard to open the door.

Then the clerk glanced up, and a sly gleam within his eyes sent a shiver down Darian's spine. Something was amiss.

He entered the inner chamber behind William, his senses alert. All seemed calm and normal enough. King Stephen sat in his ornate armed chair, the chamberlain standing beside him, their expressions giving nothing away.

No one else was in the room. Not even a servant.

Still, Darian sensed a threat and for the life of him couldn't figure out why the back of his neck tingled — until he heard shouts coming from the antechamber.

"Make way for the bishop! Stand aside! Make way!"

The bishop had to be Henry, and Darian's conjecture was confirmed when he heard the man's voice.

"Let them in! Let them all into the royal chamber to witness the king's justice!"

"What the devil is Henry about?" William muttered.

Darian didn't know, but whatever the bishop was up to couldn't be good.

Henry, the powerful bishop of Winchester, brother of the king, burst into the chamber garbed in the full regalia of his office. He hustled toward King Stephen followed by four soldiers bearing a litter.

The room filled up with people. The air grew close and overly warm.

Bishop Henry pointed to a spot on the floor in front of the king. The men lowered the litter.

Darian heard the buzz of voices, was well aware of William uncomfortably shifting his stance, but nothing could tear his gaze from the face of the obviously dead man on the litter.

The face of Edward de Salis, the vile, evil man who yester noon the king had given Darian the order to assassinate. Someone had gotten to de Salis first.

"Darian of Bruges!" Bishop Henry shouted. "I accuse you of murder!"

 

 

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Midnight Magic
by Shari Anton

Chapter One

England 1145

Cover: Midnight Magic by Shari Anton When the royal temper raged, prudent men held their peace.

Alberic of Chester considered himself a prudent man. With his helm securely tucked under one arm, he stood quietly near his fellow soldiers, holding a sword still too bloody to sheath.

Chilly rain mingled with his sweat to soak his hair and trickle down his neck to seep under the layers of chain mail, padded gambeson, and linen shirt. His chain mail weighed down on shoulders beginning to stiffen from exertion, his body too weary and spirit too heartsick to feel victorious.

A skirmish shouldn't have been fought in this field where sprouting oats were now ruined. So many men shouldn't have died today. A frightful waste.

Alberic yearned to return to the austere comforts of the royal army's camp, where everyone from the lowliest pikeman to exalted King Stephen had idled away weeks while laying siege to Wallingford Castle. There awaited him a canvas tent where he could get out of the rain and, if the supply wagons had arrived, drink enough ale to drown out the wails and moans of the wounded and dying.

Except he dared not move until given the order.

So Alberic watched tall, robust King Stephen pace the road alongside the freshest battlefield in the ten-year dispute over the rightful possession of England's crown. Unconcerned for either the rain wetting his woolen cloak or the mud splattering his leather boots, the king focused his fury on two men: Ranulf de Gernons, the earl of Chester, the living, stoic target of his wrath, and Sir Hugh de Leon, a baron who lay face down in blood-soaked grass, beyond hearing and earthly cares.

"An unfortunate death, Chester."

The king's deceptively placid statement reeked of ire and accusation.

With nearly as regal a mein as the monarch's, Chester retorted, "His death could not be avoided, Sire. Sir Hugh refused to surrender when given the chance."

The king gestured toward a young, fair-haired man sprawled not far from the baron. Alberic tensed, aware of whose blood dried on his sword, and prepared to acknowledge his part in the senseless carnage if need be. But the king continued to address the earl.

"The son, also?"

"Young William followed his father's foolhardy example. Had they allowed, I would have captured both and held them for ransom."

"So instead you allowed both to die!"

Chester tossed a hand in the air, his usually unshakable composure fraying. "Their goal was to attack the camp and take you as their prisoner. What would you have us do, Sire? Not defend our own lives? Stand aside? Perhaps allow them to escape and return to Maud's service?"

"We would prefer our land-rich subjects be captured and brought before us! Sir Hugh might have been turned to our service if given sufficient enticement."

The twitch of Chester's jaw made Alberic wonder how long the recent, brittle alliance between the earl and the king would last. Chester's reputation for acting only in his best interest was well earned and widely known. And given the king's mistrust of Chester, a breech could come at any time, for any reason, split asunder by either man.

"As I said, Sir Hugh gave us no choice," Chester stated, firmly indicating he would argue no more.

Wisely, King Stephen didn't push the earl further. Instead, he glanced at the field littered with dead, at the wounded men-at-arms being tended, and finally at the poor souls who'd been taken prisoner - those of Sir Hugh's small force who'd survived.

Too small of a force to have a prayer of prevailing against the earl's. Alberic still didn't understand why Sir Hugh, vastly outnumbered, hadn't surrendered. Or why William had fought on with such vicious zeal when knowing his father had fallen and their mission doomed.

All pondering over the de Leon men's actions halted when King Stephen's gaze settled on him. Alberic endured the full force of the dark-eyed, measuring stare for several uncomfortable moments before the king asked of Chester, "Your whelp?"

Alberic almost smiled at the earl's obvious chagrin.

For several years now, Chester had dismissed the familial similarities between himself and Alberic as slight and utterly no proof of paternity. To have the king notice the resemblance so quickly and accurately must be irritating. Alberic also knew better than to hope for the answer he'd waited nigh on half a lifetime to hear — full acknowledgment. Even so, his heart beat quickened.

"So his mother claimed," Chester finally answered.

"Have you provided for him as yet?"

"He has a place in my household."

A place grudgingly given and not the one Alberic had hoped for as a lad of twelve. After his mother's death and having no means to support himself, he'd shown up at Chester's castle and confronted the earl. While Chester hadn't acknowledged Alberic as his son, neither had the earl tossed him out the gate. Disappointed but needful of shelter and sustenance, he'd responded to Chester's scant generosity by working hard to earn the earl's respect, if not his affection.

Most days Alberic believed he'd made strides in winning Chester's acceptance. On others he suffered pangs of sorrow for that skinny lad, raw with grief, needing to belong somewhere and fearful he never would.

"Is he knighted?" the king wanted to know.

Alberic's heartbeat kicked up another notch. That coveted honor hadn't occurred yet, though he'd long since passed beyond the age when most squires acquired their knighthood. Chester, however, was decidedly reluctant to bestow the honor.

"Not as yet."

Then Alberic wondered why the king took so pointed and unwarranted an interest in the baseborn son of the earl of Chester. Especially now, when more important matters begged attention.

Discomfited, Alberic watched King Stephen squat beside Sir Hugh and slide a large gold ring from the baron's limp hand, pausing to study it before clenching it in his fist.

"The seal of the dragon," the king said softly. "We remember the first time we saw this unusual ring many years ago, on an occasion when Sir Hugh attended our uncle's court. He said he wore the ring in honor of his wife, a Welsh princess, whose family claims lineage from that of Pendragon."

Pendragon? The fabled King Arthur?

All around him Alberic heard both awed murmurs and snickers of disbelief. All muttering stopped when the king rose from beside Sir Hugh.

"Disbelieve, do you?" Stephen called out. When no one answered, his attention again returned to where Alberic didn't want it. On him.

"What of you? Do you believe?"

Alberic considered his answer carefully, well aware he was being judged.

"I know naught of the descendants of King Arthur, Sire, so cannot give you an informed opinion on the matter."

The king came toward him, his steps purposeful, his intention impenetrable, stopping a mere arm's length away. "What is your name, young man?"

"Alberic of Chester, Sire."

"On your sword dries the blood of William de Leon?"

Asked mildly, but with an undertone of cold steel.

Apparently the messenger who Chester had sent to camp to inform the king of the skirmish had described how the baron and his son had met their end.

"Aye, Sire."

"Do you now consider yourself the better man?"

Alberic glanced over at William de Leon — young, fair haired, and damned good with a sword.

"William fought with both zeal and skill. He had already vanquished several others before he and I crossed swords. I consider myself blessed to have come away the victor."

"His equal, then?"

Only by citing legitimacy of birth could anyone make a case for William de Leon's superiority, and Alberic chose to ignore that unfortunate circumstance of birth whenever possible.

"As you say, Sire."

The corner of the king's mouth twitched with humor, and approval softened his eyes.

"As we say, is it? Then we believe you may be ripe for what we have in mind." The king drew his sword, a fighting weapon instead of the fancy blade one might expect a royal personage to wield. "Kneel before your king, Alberic of Chester."

Doubting Stephen had lost his wits and intended to behead a man who'd committed no crime, Alberic could think of only one other reason for the king's drawn sword and the accompanying order.

Knighthood.

Alberic hesitated, overjoyed at the prospect of receiving the coveted rank, but wary of why King Stephen had singled him out. Kings didn't confer knighthood as an act of kindness, nor had Alberic done anything on the battlefield this day to warrant a field knighting. Therefore, the king had an unfathomable motive of his own — not good.

And Chester frowned in stark disapproval. Alberic knew their fragile relationship might suffer if he accepted the king's offer. Dare he risk what the earl might consider betrayal?

But hadn't Chester taught him by example that only dolts refused to seize an opportunity to gain honor, or land and wealth, and then hold tight to the favor and grants given?

And hellfire, Alberic wanted this. He'd craved the honor and rank of knighthood from Chester, been loyal and patient only to be denied. What he hadn't received from his father, he'd be a fool to refuse from King Stephen.

Misgivings brushed aside, ignoring the unrelenting drizzle, Alberic knelt in the mud and soon felt the weight of the king's sword on his right shoulder.

"We dub thee knight, Alberic of Chester, with all the rights and responsibilities which come with the honor. We charge thee to uphold the laws of our beloved England, to serve as protector for widows and orphans, to hold fast to the teachings of Holy Church and praise Almighty God for his blessings. Do you so swear?"

His mouth dry as dust, he answered, "I do so swear."

The sword lifted from his shoulder and he tensed, steadying for the colee . The king's open-handed buffet to the side of Alberic's head nearly knocked him over, eliciting a cheer from the soldiers and thus serving its purpose — to fix in the witness's memories the events of this day, of the oath given to the king when Alberic of Chester became Sir Alberic.

Through the ringing in his ears he heard the king continue. "And now, Sir Alberic, we propose to grant you a living to support your new rank. Upon swearing your homage and fealty to our royal person, we shall bestow upon you Sir Hugh de Leon's castle at Camelen, along with all his other holdings."

Stunned, Alberic stared at the ring the king held out, eager to grasp it but wary of accepting.

"What of Sir Hugh's widow?"

"His Welsh princess died many years ago. William was his only son. Three daughters remain. We charge you to take one as your wife, send another to our court and give the last to the Church."

Alberic's curiosity near burst with questions about Camelen — which he knew lay somewhere south of Shrewsbury — the extent of the estates and the income he could expect. Verily, for wont of a simple oath the king meant to make him a rich and powerful man.

He gave fleeting thought to the daughters. Surely one of the females was tolerable enough to wed and bed, and produce an heir, firmly establishing his claim to Camelen.

Only a witless fool would hesitate longer or argue further.

Alberic put down his sword and helm, slipped on the baron's ring, then raised his clasped hands for the king to enfold. When next he stood, only two men within sight outranked him — the earl of Chester and the King of England.

Ye gods, how quickly men's fortunes rose and fell given the vagaries of war.

The king slid his sword into an intricately tooled leather scabbard belted at his waist. "Take de Leon and his son home. "Bury them with the honor due them, then hold Camelen in our name."

"As you say, Sire."

King Stephen smiled wryly. "As you say. Do you hear how easily and sincerely he says the words, Chester? You could learn much from your own get."

The king spun and headed toward his horse, and the unease Alberic felt earlier returned. Why in the name of all the saints had the king granted knighthood, and the wealth and power of a barony, to the earl of Chester's bastard?

Definitely something amiss here.

He stared down at the uncommon gold ring King Stephen called the seal of the dragon. A sparkling garnet graced the face of faceted black onyx, the mounting held securely by gold prongs fashioned as dragon's claws.

Oddly enough, though sizeable, the ring didn't sit as heavily on his hand as Alberic thought it should. Odder still, it fitted as though a goldsmith made it especially for his finger — loose enough to twirl but snug enough to stay on.

"A handsome gift," Chester commented, still frowning in disapproval. Though the earl stared at the ring, clearly he meant the entire royal gift.

Alberic bent over and wiped the blood from his sword in the long grass, his stomach tightening as it always did when he spoke to Chester.

"A handsome gift, indeed. My mind would be easier about accepting it all if I knew what game the king plays."

The earl shrugged a broad shoulder. "Simple enough. He believes he has now purchased your loyalty, and thereby firmly fixed mine."

Then the king believed wrongly, the grandiose gift given for naught. Alberic glanced at the bodies of the baron and his son. The two had fought and died together for the same cause, loyal to each other to the very end. With either father or son the king might have struck a bargain and gained the cooperation of the other. The same steadfastness could not be assumed regarding Ranulf de Gernons and his bastard.

"Then the king does not know you very well."

"Nay, he does not. I wish you good fortune in claiming your prize."

The earl walked off, shouting orders to his men to fetch carts to carry the wounded, to begin burying the dead, to march the prisoners back to camp.

Prisoners Alberic would soon have to take charge of.

He took a deeper than normal breath, the problems associated with his new position beginning to surface. The faces of the men he'd recently fought against twisted with varying degrees of defeat, anger, resentment and despair.

He needed only one of Sir Hugh's soldiers to lead him to Camelen. Would it be the pikeman who sat cross-legged in the mud, his head bowed into his hands, or the elderly knight who might understand that a man submitted to shifts of circumstances and accepted the changes wrought by war? Surely, if one man of Camelen swore allegiance to the new lord, others might, too, if only for the chance to return home.

Not that he could wholly trust the word of a one of them.

Accepting the king's gifts had been as easy as taking an oath. Gaining possession of them wouldn't be so simple. Not only did he have to get to Camelen, but somehow get through the gate without someone on the battlements taking umbrage and shooting an arrow through his heart.

Alberic again inspected the ring, the ruby winking at him from atop the onyx, the dragon's claws seeming to dig deep into his gut. He'd come by the ring and Camelen fairly and honestly, but knew others would feel he'd stolen them.

Too bad. Camelen was now his, and he would make his claim. How to go about it merely required a bit of careful thought and planning, something he was very good at.

* * *

Atop Camelen's battlements, Gwendolyn de Leon adjusted the ill-fitting helm in a vain attempt to keep the nose guard from interfering with her sight.

She understood Sir Sedwick's insistence that she wear the helm — and the shirt of chain mail her brother had worn as a young squire — whenever she ventured onto the battlements. During times of war one took precautions against threats. Except she saw no immediate danger to either Camelen or her person, merely two knights atop palfreys riding over the field separating the castle from the woodland beyond. One of the two, Sir Garrett, she had no trouble identifying.

For a few moments she focused on the woodland, hoping either her father or her brother would emerge, too. Neither did.

"I do not like the looks of this, my lady," Sedwick grumbled from beside her.

Her attention forced back to the field, Gwendolyn conceded that Sir Garrett shouldn't be here, but rather with her father and brother defending Wallingford.

"Perhaps Father sent Garrett home with a message."

In answer to her conjecture, Sedwick snorted through the battle-marred nose on his round face. "See you any sense of urgency? And why send two knights, one of whom we do not know, when a runner would have done? Nay, my lady. The very air stinks of trouble."

"Then send someone out to learn their purpose before they come closer."

"Without knowing who Garrett brings to our gate? His lordship would have my head on a pike were I to be so foolish. We will wait for Garrett to explain."

Gwendolyn bit her bottom lip to hold her peace. She might be in charge of the household in her father's absence, but Sedwick, her father's steward, currently held sway over the defenses. The knight's dour, suspicious nature made him perfect for the position, though she thought his current stance against lowering the drawbridge overly distrusting.

Sir Garrett certainly meant Camelen no harm. As for the knight who rode by his side — how much damage could one man do against thick stone walls and an armed garrison? He surely posed no menace.

The knight was tall, certainly, and young, she judged from the lack of bend to his back and his solid yet fluid seat in the saddle. His broad shoulders carried the weight of gleaming chain mail with ease. The belt of his scabbard circled a trim waist over narrow hips. Black leather riding gloves covered his hands.

He wore a helm, of course, concealing his hair, the nose guard obscuring his facial features. Except his jaw, which was both square and bold.

As the men traversed the field, Gwendolyn's curiosity kept pace with her rising impatience until, finally, the men had no choice but to halt at the outer edge of the moat. She caught herself wondering further about the coloring of his hair and eyes when Sedwick's shout halted her silly musings.

"You return to Camelen in strange manner, Sir Garrett."

Garrett removed his helm and ran a hand though his steel-gray hair. Sweet mercy, the man looked weary unto dropping from his saddle!

"Not the manner of my choosing, Sedwick." The weariness in Garrett's voice matched his appearance, and for the first time since she'd been called to the battlements, Gwendolyn felt a twinge of apprehension. "We bear news best not shouted over the wall, so I would be most grateful if you would lower the drawbridge."

Sedwick made no move to signal an affirming command to the guards posted near the giant winches that controlled the bridge's thick chains.

"Who do you bring with you?"

"Christ's blood, Sedwick, I will explain all after — "

Abruptly silenced by the young knight's hand to his forearm, Garrett's visage turned grimmer than before.

"I am Sir Alberic of Chester," the knight answered, his voice deep and clear, easily carrying up to the battlements without strain. "By my oath, I mean Camelen and its people no harm."

"And I shall vouchsafe his oath," Garrett stated.

Sedwick's eyebrow arched sharply. "My lady, if this Sir Alberic is of Chester, then he is a king's man and so our enemy. Yet Garrett bids us allow him entry! I like this not."

All true and worrisome. Her father firmly believed in the right of King Henry's daughter, Maud, to the English crown. He considered King Stephen the usurper and traitor for having swiftly claimed his uncle's crown at Henry's death. Ranulf de Gernons, the earl of Chester, had recently thrown the weight of his earldom behind King Stephen, infuriating her father, who'd vowed to present Chester's head to Maud on a gold platter.

Nay, Sir Hugh de Leon wouldn't be pleased if a man of Chester were allowed inside Camelen. And yet, Sir Alberic came in the company of Sir Garrett, a man her father trusted completely. And the young knight was willing to enter a hostile, fully garrisoned castle, so he must have a very good reason. The news the two wished to impart must be important, and she feared grave, indeed.

"Truly, Sedwick, what harm can come of Sir Alberic's entry? Garrett vouches for him, and I doubt any knight is slow-witted enough to challenge an entire garrison. I say we allow him inside."

Sedwick hesitated a moment more before tossing up a hand, signaling the guards to lower the drawbridge. The winches groaned and chain clanged as the heavy door of thick planks began its decent.

Gwendolyn swiftly headed for the gate tower stairway, removing the helm that had pressed so hard against her thick braid that her head felt instant relief. She handed the detested headpiece to the page who'd held her veil and circlet, deciding to leave on the chain mail. Time enough to take it off after she heard Garrett's news.

The bridge thudded to the earth, sending her scurrying down the stairway, Sedwick and several guards close behind. By the time she reached the bailey, Garrett and his companion had crossed the bridge.

She halted at the base of the gate tower, her curiosity centered on the young knight who'd removed his helm, which struck her as arrogantly confident he wasn't in any danger.

And sweet mercy, Alberic possessed a riveting countenance.

He looked about him, taking in his surroundings with eyes as green as summer grass. Wheat-blond hair skimmed the wide shoulders she'd noted earlier, and framed a swarthy-skinned visage that had undoubtedly quickened the beat of many a careless maidens' heart.

Gwendolyn wasn't careless, having learned from her parents the importance of holding her heart on tight rein. So she appreciated Alberic's handsomeness as if admiring a finely sculpted statue, choosing to ignore the faster beat of her pulse.

She could tell nothing of his thoughts during his perusal of the castle and contents of the bailey. Then he turned to look at her, and his eyes narrowed in disapproval at the sight of her chain mail.

Understandable, she supposed, and of no importance. What he thought of her strange garb mattered not.

Garrett, who'd looked weary from a distance, looked nigh on haggard up close, but not for all the gold in the kingdom would she embarrass the proud knight by fussing over him.

The knights dismounted, Garrett with the difficulty of age, Alberic with the grace of a skilled horseman.

Garrett attempted a smile. "Thought that was you on the battlements, Lady Gwendolyn. A welcoming sight to these unworthy, weary eyes."

Now wasn't the time for smiles and gallantry.

"You bring news, Garrett. What has happened?"

Garrett took a long, steadying breath. "The worst news, I fear. My lady, I am given the sad duty of informing you that your father and brother have . . . fallen."

Nay! Sweet Jesu, nay!

For several long moments Gwendolyn could only stare at Garrett, unable to breathe, struggling to deny what she couldn't possibly have heard. Then Sedwick cursed, mocking her feeble attempt at disbelief. Grief hit hard. Tears welled up and spilled down her cheeks. To hold herself upright, she grabbed hold of Garrett's forearm.

"Fallen? Both?" she asked, almost choking on the words.

"In battle, near Wallingford."

Briefly her thoughts flew to her sisters. The elder, Emma, and the youngest, Nicole. Orphans, all of us.

But not poor, and not without resources. Father had been most specific on her course of action should the worst happen.

Gwendolyn palmed away her tears, forcefully setting aside her grief. Later she would mourn, but now must see to her duty to her loved ones, and then to the legacy.

With her father gone, she alone could ensure the safety and continuation of the legacy.

"Where are they?" she asked of Garrett, relieved to hear her voice sounded stronger.

"On a cart in the woodland." Then he sighed and put his free hand over Gwendolyn's. "We brought Hugh and William home for burial. However, we cannot bring them into the castle until we are assured all at Camelen are prepared to accept their new lord."

Shock left her speechless. Gwendolyn soon reasoned out who that new lord must be.

Sir Alberic of Chester.

She glared at the knight she'd witlessly allowed entrance. "You have no right to Camelen. My father's will clearly states that if William does not survive him on his death, Father's estates should be divided between his three daughters. Emma is entitled to the castle as her dowry, and Nicole and I to our proper portion of manors and fees. I suggest you seek your fortune elsewhere!"

"In time of peace, or had Sir Hugh supported the king, then his will might have been honored," Alberic said in his deep, rumbling voice that now held a surprising and unwanted note of sympathy. "Unfortunately, your father rebelled against the king from whom he held the charters for his estates, which gives the King Stephen the right to seize and dispense the lands as he chooses."

Garrett's hand pressed down on hers where she still clutched his arm. "Sir Alberic is right, my lady. I witnessed the gifting. We have no recourse."

She snatched her hand away, distraught Sir Garrett could so blithely abandon his loyalty to her father in favor of an upstart knight.

"What if we do not accept this new lord, Garrett? What stops us from tossing him out the gate and raising the drawbridge?"

Garrett, damn his hide, looked to Alberic, who answered.

"The king kindly allowed a company of royal soldiers to accompany me. They are in the woodland, guarding the men of Camelen who survived the skirmish and the cart that bears your father and brother. If I do not give their captain the signal to bring all into the castle, he will take everyone back to Wallingford for King Stephen to dispense with at his whim."

Gwendolyn's heart sank. "You dare hold the bodies of the lords of Camelen hostage? My father deserves a lord's burial in the church! My brother beside him! 'Tis unconscionable for you to deny them —"

"I do not deny them, my lady. Too many men of Camelen have already been lost —"

"How many."

His countenance softened. "We bring sixty-three survivors with us, many with wounds. That I know of, five chose not to return and went on their way. Three were wounded too severely to chance the trip. I expect they will be buried at Wallingford with the others."

Gwendolyn quickly calculated, her heartache deepening. She looked to Garrett for confirmation. "Thirty-two men lost?"

He nodded. "One knight, several squires, including your father's and mine. The rest foot soldiers."

Sweet Jesu! So many. So very many.

Alberic continued. "So you see why I wish a peaceful transfer of lordship, my lady. Once done, you are free to bury Sir Hugh and William